Sunday, June 14, 2009

Mother =(

Seperti selalu dan seperti tahun2 lepas, bila mereka tanye, aku tidak punya jawapan kepada soalan2 itu. Skripnya tidak pernah berubah dan seringkali aku resah bila ditanya tentang dia. Aku tidak lagi punya dia seperti teman2 lain. Dia telah pergi. Aku tidak mahu lagi menangis. Maka, setiap kali aku diasak pelbagai soalan, aku cuba untuk senyum dan menyembunyikan perasaan yang hiba.

Tanya teman-teman tentang dia:

- Kau tak celebrate mother's day ke nanti?
- Nak bagi hadiah apa kat mak kau?
- Mak kau suka handbag ke perfume?
- Family kau celebrate mother's day kat mane?

Sedih...

Mak,
It has been 3 years since you left me
But you always in my thought
I missed the warmth of your gentle hug
I missed seeing your infectious smile that could make my day a day worthwhile!
I missed saying "mak" out loud
I missed your words of wisdom and nurturing spirit
I missed the look in your eyes that traveled straight to my heart
I missed you saying, "Ni lah anak saya" and the look of pride you held with each word spoken
I'm so thankful that God chose you to be my mother
Until we meet again mak, just keep watching over me and praying for me
I still hear your voice, still feel your touch, and you still live in my heart.
Al-Fatihah...

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